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Assalamualaikum.

Dah banyak benda jadi. Aku pun taktau salah aku ka benda tu terjadi. It just happen. One day, you smile , lough and bubbly with your friends , then just one day, its gone. Just like that. No words . No goodbye . Is it that easy to say goodbye? Everybody makes mistakes. Nobody perfect.

Entah. Aku keliru. You act like what you said you wouldn't be. Seriously, aku ingat bila tukar url blog, orang lain takkan dapat baca entry entry aku. Aku silap rupanya. If i know it, aku takkan tulis. Blog ni diari aku. Aku tulis apa yang aku rasa. Hak hang kalau nak terasa. Hanya aku dengan diri aku ja yang tau apa aku tulis , apa aku rasa. And aku pelik . Kenapa hang nak marah? Ohh. Sebab aku tak tegur hang? Hemmm.

Mungkin. Mungkin senang untuk hang tegur orang. Tapi bukan untuk aku. Aku tak suka perbesarkan benda kecik. Why should i ? Ohh ya, supaya hang tak buat dah kan ? Hemmm. I'll leave a dot there. I admit it is my wrong .

Tapi, sekurang kurang nya aku mengaku. Ever since the addmath paper accident , i've just lost my trust on you. Hard to say the truth eh?

Dan waktu eks kimia. Aku kena marah dengan teacher .  Hang taknak tunjuk test tube yang kita tuang separuh penuh hidrogen peroksida just like u told me to do so. Aku cakap its your decision , you do it. Then you look at me , with your suspicious looking eyes . 'Pi la' .. lepas ja teacher marah , everybody started to look at me wrongly. Like , what have i done? Truthfully, memang aku marah gila time tu. I expect u to apologise . But no. Then , tangan hang kena benda sejuk tu. Masa tu , aku mengeluh kuat. Aku pi kat hang, ask what wrong . Then tebalkan muka pi habaq kat teacher . Kena marah lagi . But, ...

No. Aku bukan nak ungkit . I'm not trying to make you look bad. Your the best friend i've ever had. Every of your words full of wisdom . Your lough make me stronger to go through the day. Having to talk to each day , make me happy. It just sometimes , things went wrong. We are human isn't we? We make mistakes .

Aten told me that u do not bother to make things smooth . Okay .

Assalamuaikum.